Why did this happen to me? "it is because you are a major threat to
the kingdom of darkness. Because you uniquely carry the glory of God
to the world. You are hated BECAUSE of your beauty and power. " - John Eldredge

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Though my soul is weak from battle, and my wounds fresh from the snare
of my enemy; I have been rescued; by the lover of my soul, and i will
rejoice! I will stand like a mighty oak and I will not be moved! Oh
how He loves us..

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'I cry to you, Lord; I say, "You are my refuge, my portion in the land
of the living. " Listen to my cry, for I am in desperate need; rescue
me from those who pursue me, for they are too strong for me. Set me
free from my prison, that I may praise your name. Then the righteous
will gather about me because of your goodness to me.'
Psalm 142:5-7

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like a flower pushing through the dirt, braving the cold, just to
catch a glimpse of the sun, so I press on

The Dance

'looking back, on the memory of, the dance we shared, beneath the stars above

for a moment, all the world was right, how could I have known, you'd ever say goodbye

And now, I'm glad I didn't know, the way it all would end, the way it all would go

Our lives are better left to chance, I could have missed the pain, but I'd of had to miss, the dance.'

Day 4 of unemployment - made flower pen bouquets. Why, you may ask? I
have no idea. I'm officially losing my mind.

Yes,I know this is like my 3rd post of the day, but isn't she beautiful? my newest addition. as i was planting, something occurred to me. I love getting my hands dirty and making something, but I was thinking the whole time, i hope i can remember to keep this one alive. The thing that came to me clear as day, was that I am a creator, not a maintainer. I am always eager and motivated to start a new project, but can never seem to finish or keep up with them. My dozen or so half finished projects, prove it. Maybe it's not ADD, maybe I'm just a different sort of person. I guess that would be fine if i had a partner who was a maintainer, but I don't. Hmm, guess revelations don't really change anything..
p.s. I have this vision to turn my living room into something resembling a set from Lost. Palm trees and tropicals everywhere, rock walls, fountains, even real birds...

This time last year, seems like a lifetime ago, and also, like
yesterday. I was in a completely different world. It all seems so
surreal now. Do you all mind if we just skip January and February this
year?? Come to think of it, March sucked, so let's skip it too. Maybe
I can just go into hibernation.
I think I'm depressed. Seriously.

I'm gonna go plant some trees in the house. They make me smile.
Girls night out tonight. Yes

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Already gone Mr X? I wasn't done figuring out who you were. Typical.
You must be a guy..

Trying to decide whether there's anything worth getting out of my warm
bed for. Haven't come up with anything yet.

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"Someone call the dr, got a case of a love bipolar, stuck on a
rollercoaster, can't get off this ride.."
Lol, of course they're still playing this song..

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"if it makes you happy, then why the hell are you so sad?"

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"And I meant, every word I said 
When I said that I love you, I meant that I'd love you forever .."

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"Do her eyes tell you 'i love you' , does her smile say it's all gonna
be okay?"

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Saw the Watoto African Childrens Choir perform today. They brought
back 2 very distinct memories from my first trip to Africa. One was
the night we were at the wild game reserve and were watching a group
perform some tribal dances where they do alot of kicking. Well Wade
and I were sitting up front where there happened to be alot of loose
sand that proceeded to get kicked in our face repeatedly. It was..a
moment. The other was in some random field where some locals busted
out in dance ( very common there ) and I jumped in and had an amazing
crazy dance experience. You know the kind of dance you do when no one
is watching? I haven't done a crazy dance in almost a year. That's
when I'll know my joy is back. I miss Africa. Wish i was there. I miss
my friends.
I also kinda wish I was somewhere tropical, sipping a piña colada with
a pink umbrella in it.
I'm unemployed now and available to be taken to either of these
locations. (insert large cheesey grin)
Just sayin..
Oh, and ANONYMOUS, please reply to prior post and leave me some clue
as to your identity.
Thank you :-)

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Here's to a perfect '10'

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