I'm sorry I haven't posted anything meaningful in a while. It is a weird season of life right now and I really am at a complete loss for words. I am at a cross roads in alot of ways. And I don't know which way to go.
I am no longer the missions coordinator at Celebration. I can't say that news was a total shock to me, but still painful none the less.
I now have to figure out what it is I really want to do with my life. I used to think I was going to be one of those world changers that left a huge impact. But now I am just living day to day and going nowhere. I really have no direction. There are a couple of options, but nothing feels quite right. I am not the type who is happy going nowhere and just spinning my wheels, and I'm afraid to get stuck here. But I don't want to pour myself into something that's not right for me either..
I know it's just a season, and it will pass. God in His infinite mercy and grace will show me the way.

this is one reason why i love africa

"For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run their fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.
People, even more than things have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms.
As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others. "
~Audrey Hepburn