Shileen's Blog

I'm sorry I haven't posted anything meaningful in a while. It is a weird season of life right now and I really am at a complete loss for words. I am at a cross roads in alot of ways. And I don't know which way to go.
I am no longer the missions coordinator at Celebration. I can't say that news was a total shock to me, but still painful none the less.
I now have to figure out what it is I really want to do with my life. I used to think I was going to be one of those world changers that left a huge impact. But now I am just living day to day and going nowhere. I really have no direction. There are a couple of options, but nothing feels quite right. I am not the type who is happy going nowhere and just spinning my wheels, and I'm afraid to get stuck here. But I don't want to pour myself into something that's not right for me either..
I know it's just a season, and it will pass. God in His infinite mercy and grace will show me the way.