I know I haven't been a very good blogger lately. I'm in a yucky phase right now. I'm disappointed in people, in myself and in my own circumstances, I'm stressed & sick, I'm sad about Jordan leaving, torn about needing a job to pay these college bills vs not wanting to leave my 15 year old homeschooler home alone. I'm in a no win situation. And to top it off, our 40th birthdays are just around the corner.
All around me is complete and total joy with so many weddings and engagements, but I am also surrounded by looming death of some, and divorce for others. I don't want to go to church, cause I don't want to see anyone. I think I'm entering a full blow depression.
Maybe just a midlife (& kid moving out/ financial/ stress / sickness) crisis. I'm not the first person to ever have one, it will pass.
Please don't call me and ask what's wrong. That's the worst question ever. It has no answer.
Love you all. Don't worry about me, please. Everyone has enough trouble of their own.
Welcome to my world
2 comments:
Ok, girl, time to cheer up. You are an amazing person and this to will pass. We love you!
You know what, you need to get out and find something that you really enjoy (photography?) Being depressed last year I did find that writing helped me...thank God for livestream right?
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