Friday, December 31, 2010
stop the press!
:)
2010 has been a journey, and I am grateful for each one of you who have loved me through it. I really am looking forward to this next decade and what it holds for us all.
Catch everyone on the flipside! Happy New Years!
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Monday, December 20, 2010
But now she has taken off to switch cars with her nana whose car she borrowed for the test. (Hers was much smaller and easier to park)
Her first solo trip. One of the harder moments of a moms life. Letting her take off like that was awful. Just the beginning of things to come..
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Friday, December 17, 2010
Had my first phone screening from the donor organization. Next is donor orientation, then 3 + days of medical testing to see if I'm a match, and if I'm in good enough health. My mom is now in the final stage of renal failure and needs a kidney, like now. Please continue to pray for miraculous healing.
On a lighter note, I had my boys over for dinner and the Spurs game. So good to see Michael, who's home for the holidays.
I haven't laughed this hard, probably since our last guys night. It was awesome. I just love them to death, and I'm so grateful they're in our lives. Ok, it's like 1am again, and they just left. I'm going to bed.
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Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
Wednesday, December 08, 2010
Don't let any earthly being dictate your worth and value. The Lord loves you. The Lord values you. The Lord longs to be with you. The Lord never ignores you. He hears every cry and will never abandon you. He knows what breaks your heart, and WHO breaks your heart. He is the only one who can ever truly fulfill you and bring you joy.
He is love.
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Tuesday, December 07, 2010
Monday, December 06, 2010
My first day of unemployment was wonderful. (Except for the going to the Dr part) After my blood was taken away, I got started on Christmas shopping, then grocery shopped, then baked 2 loaves of pumpkin spice bread. Again with the baking. Don't know what has gotten into me. I feel a compulsive need to make food all the time. Probably some psychological reason deep in the recesses of my convoluted mind.
And today I saw a leather journal that was so beautiful it brought a tear to my eye. WHAT IS UP WITH THAT?!?
Now a stupid book is making me emotional. Something is not right upstairs.
And why is it that there are 100 things I would like for Christmas, but no one ELSE (namely people who I need to buy for) seems to want anything?
I guess it's a true blessing that they're content and without need. :)
Have I mentioned how glad I am to be home for the holidays? Thank you Lord for loving me like that.
Saturday, December 04, 2010
I love those people, and am so blessed to have them in my life. So grateful to be in this season and out of the last one.
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Friday, December 03, 2010
Just mailed all my equipment back to California. Goodbye Google, it's been...interesting. Wouldn't trade the experience though. I learned alot, and grew alot. And I really enjoyed being 'the Google girl' around town.
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Thursday, December 02, 2010
My next project is trying to track down my blood type so I can see whether I'm a potential kidney donor for my mom. Going to visit the doc who did all my surgeries, then maybe the hospitals. Someone has to know.
My asthma is completely out of control. My asthma doc has tried everything, and nothing works on me. And while I'm complaining about my health, what is the deal with having to pee constantly?? I wake up in the middle of the night, I have to go like every hour during the day, at the movies we have to go super early to get the seats in the middle where I can jump over the rail to go in the middle of the movie without disturbing anyone. And I'm thirsty all the time. Though I don't drink constantly, cause when I do, I literally have to go every few minutes. The other day it was ridiculous, 5 minutes in-between !! Guess I'm no spring chicken anymore. .
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